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Feelings never returnedI'm dying inside
My feelings are true
My thoughts I can't hide
Though I try to from you

Each day draws out longer
Your siren's call stronger
Each day I wish more to confess

Though I'll run through red fields
In this white satin dress
To the midnight blue glories
In the sun's setting west
And for you, I shall pick one
And place in a vase
And fill much more than mere water in that glass

And as the petals rain down,
So too shall my tears
For the days expand longer
As do my new fears
(Fears I know to be based round the truth)
Fears that are centered round what you will do

And I wish to stay strong
And I wish to call out
Thou
JealousyI see her
And I see you,
And while I see you both
I don't know what to do-

Because I love you,

And it makes me mad
To think of
Such tender thoughts
That you've had-

And they aren't for me.
No, they're to do with her,
And though I know it shouldn't,
It makes my cheeks burn-

In jealousy.

I'm selfish,
So I'm sorry.
I'd like you to myself,
but don't worry,

I'll simply suffer in silence.
My secret inspirationYou instill in me
The strongest feelings
The deepest feelings
I've ever known

You've become for me
A catalyst
And a muse
For my poetry

And you may never know it
Because I am too shy
DeadDead inside, and
Desperate for life
Decaying and bitter, a
Dull silver knife

Escape from this place
Erase all the pain
Entreat mystery
Effortlessly deranged

Analogies spinning
A cruel web of lies
Abandoned; Forsaken,
Abhorred tears she'd cry

Discord; Disaster
Destroyed memories
Disembodied caster
Devoid Symphony
An Ode to ClaireI'm proud to say I've held on well
Whatever menial reason
I've watched with tired eyes
the passing of the changing seasons

And as I lie awake at night
my thoughts still turn to you
But poems and pretty words for this
leave me with "what to do?"

A crying angel strokes my head
Runs fingers through my hair
And as I feel tears running down
I know you're always there

"We'll be together soon my love"
With crinkled hands I share
A final hug and one last tug
on the hands of a woman named Claire.
If you don't cryIf you don't cry,
I won't see you break.

You can only come back to me,
Once you leave this place.

There would be no sound,
If we allowed for this awkward silence.

Without the darkness,
No light get's through.

We can never hope,
With certainty.

If you don't jump,
You can never fall.

If you don't say goodbye,
I can't ever say hello.

You know we can't ever do this,
If we don't try.

We won't scar,
If we don't cut.

If you don't love,
You can't hate.

Pray there's someone to listen,
And they will.

If you don't believe,
You can't be sceptical.

Without this feeling,
We're all numb.

If you don't hurt,
You always will.

To fee
Without LoveLiving without you
Is living without a heart
I have to let go
Heartbroken DreamsI dreamt of you last night
I was given a second chance
To claim what I lost
But I realized it was only a dream
A miserable reminder
That I had a chance at you
Something wonderful
But you slipped away
Stolen from me
By some filthy thief
Who I will always hate
And never forgive
Because you'll be with him
Instead of me
You, me And The Air we BreatheMy hands shake as my spirit breaks
so I write down the words I can't say out loud
but you keep moving on while I'm so far gone
and think I'm weak because I rarely to speak
because I love you, but can't let you see
so I'll keep this between you, me and the air we breathe

I try to make myself better, what I think you deserve
this sorrow cuts through my mind but I keep you blind
pain rains down upon me and bleeds this earth
endless youth is death defying but whats it worth?
lying to myself and my feelings for you but it still hurts
tell my heart not to feel, standing with truth face to face
and now I'm forced to deal with love to mak
EmptyHands.
Arms.
Heart.
Soul.

All empty.
All dying.
Slowly.
Turning icy cold.
Touch them you will see.
Turning the darkest of blacks.
Let your eyes fall upon them.
You will see.

Feeling so lost.
Felling so empty.
What is the point?
Why continue the fight?
Why continue trying to make a life?
If you don't have a life in the first place.
My Sweet PrincessWhen I take your hand in mine,
I can but think of things so fine,
For when you look at me,
My whole world stops a while…

And the silence is amazing-
As I look into your eyes- gazing,
My life shifts before my eyes,
In one bright smile…

And I'll hold me close to you,
While we both think of things to do,
And things to say,
And things to occupy our time…

And I'll lean in and kiss you softly,
For when you leave, I'll miss quite awfully,
All your loving words-
You've painted me sublime…

For though you care, you may not know-
My feelings are, deeply burrowed,
And I love you more,
Than I could e'er express…

My
PoetryLife in a stanza,
Love in a phrase
Takes some, only moments
Takes others still, days

And anything well
can be turned poetry,
For when lyrics flow well,
They make a Symphony.

And feelings expressed
Are release of built stress
And a break from duress
And your constant distress-

Relieved.
God frigging DammitDon't you just hate
when you write out a poem
and you just cannot wait
though your mind is solemn

and you try to post it
and you edit it well
but something goes awry
Oh something ill WOULD befell

In an instant- it's gone
And you're filled with a rage
For the release you have lost
but you slowly assuage

And instead of
a panic attack so severe
a new poem is born
though it doesn't bring cheer

So you sit and you type
and you type and you sit
and all the while all you can think is
"Well, shit."
My "oh-so" long hair"My God, her hair's so long!"
How I only wish you knew-
That this hair, some days,
Is the last stability, I have been clinging to.

"It's so ratty. Wont she cut it?"
If I cut it, then you'd see
That I'm uglier, I'm not so nice,
As what might seem to be.

And these locks of safety hang round me,
Create a veil, through which all see-
A filtered self- translucency,
Alluding to my vanity.
Panic attackI am stuck in the void again

Can't find my way out
Another day with the madman
Never rid of his doubt
The crack are expanding

Breaking through the glass
Reapers hunting, are branding
Each fragile crevasse
And the watcher is spying
The things that you do
Hell's minions are trying
Enough. Done with you.
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Unreturned Love

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You are my inspiration
You're the hope I'm clinging to
And for you a proclamation of my feelings will not do

You don't love me
But I love you

I do
It's true
I'm sorry.

I think of you
I dream of you
Your depressions cause me worry

And as I hold me pillow
Tight at night
I think of you

Lay down with me
And hold me close
I'd ask no more than a few

Comforting words
With your arms around me tight

Leans against your chest
Which in my heart feels so right

Looks into your eyes
Which have me flushed inside and out

Times to hold your hand
As butterflies from cocoons sprout

Within my center

Kiss me
Be my first and be my last

Touch my face and show me
That we aren't made out of glass

Love me

I'd beg you
If I knew I stood a chance

But as you turn away from me,
I'll still give one last glance

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Unreturned Loveby =KaiariandNeji

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She loves him but he'll never love her back and she knows it, sad as the fact makes her.
©2011-2013 =KaiariandNeji
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:icondphyrerox:
Mood: Wow! *DPhyreROX Sep 3, 2011  Student
... that right there is one of the most painful ordeals a person can undergo ... and you captured its essence beautifully. Well done.
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=KaiariandNeji Sep 3, 2011  Professional General Artist
thank you :heart:
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*DPhyreROX Sep 3, 2011  Student
you're very welcome
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